Going to see my bf I have a huge question ?

Isabelle

So I am going to see my bf for the first time in six months because he joined the Air Force. I was thinking to do something crazy and maybe get some pills and try them out because my sex drive has been really high but I also tired to use my dildo and it kinda was uncomfortable I scared that like it’s going to hurt and dry me out and I want to try some new stuff like bondage but I do not know how to ask that or bring it up. Or should I buy it and then be like I want to try it? I’m so nervous but so excited to see him!!!!🥰🥰thank you in advance for the help.😘and you always remember you are beautiful 💕🥰