Baby #2

My husband are I are planning to start trying for baby #2 next year. My husband is ready to go. Me…not so much. I want another but I’m having an extremely hard time with the thought of sharing my time and love. I know that must sound stupid but I love my son so much I’m not sure I’ll love another like this. I genuinely enjoy just having my son to take care of. I love being able to give him all of me but I also want to give him a sibling. I’m also petrified to be pregnant again as my first pregnancy was extremely rough and high risk. I mentioned adoption and my husband isn’t really for it. I don’t know. I’m confused. Any insight from second time mamas would be great ❤️