Broke up after 5 years

Cat

Couple weeks ago, I broke up with my partner of 5 years. There has been some problems for a good couple of years, so it’s not like it was some sudden, out of the blue thing.

We live together (he’s been in the process of packing to move out), and obviously the pandemic hasn’t helped things in terms of being able to get a solid group of friends around me for support.

Thing that upsets me the most is how I was just under-appreciated all this time, that I got so beaten down in terms of confidence and self-esteem, and I’ve been filled with anxiety about the worries and fears of isolation (my job is permanently work from home).

Would really love some help/support/people to talk to for help with those feelings of loneliness and to maybe make some friends.

I’m in my late 30’s, so please be at least above your early 20’s. I also am in Los Angeles if that helps in terms of time zone or suggestions for things.

Many thanks in advance, ladies. ❣️