Does anyone else feel anxious to prepare properly for baby just incase?

My whole family just shout at me saying I can’t think like this but I’m so worried about preparing and buying things for my baby just in case.

It’s not like my fears are unwarranted, I always get reduced movement and pregnancy has been so hard with different complications for baby (in this moment baby is okay).

How can I get past this??

I can’t even pack my hospital bag rn😢

Update:

When I say anxious I mean I feel I can’t prepare in case I don’t have a live birth. It’s

my biggest fear and I still feel I’m ‘not out of the woods’ which is ridiculous.

Does anyone else feel like this? Still anxious something bad will happen to my little baby😢