Anxiety over repeat c-section

Micky • 💙 Boy #2 Due October '21!

My first birth ended in an emergency c section after 34 hours of labor and it was traumatic. I have a planned c-section scheduled at 39+1. I am a candidate for VBAC but the possibility of needing another emergency c-section and the risks of that vs. a planned one also scare the shit out of me. 😩 I don't know what I'm looking for here, just venting I guess. Idk what to do.