MY DAD HAS CANCER😭😭😭

Please ladies allow me to say this here because I cannot tell anyone other than my family who are already stressed out. It's clear now that my dad has cancer😭😭😭where did this monster come from?im so sad because of the implications associated with such diseases. I love my dad so much and the thought of losing him is killing me already. I am sad because I might not be able to give him proper treatment that he deserves.i called hospital a while ago and told me health insurance will not pay for his treatment. Every time we Visit an oncologist we have to pay cash😭. I am the only one in the family with a stable job other than my elder brother who is a mechanic. I take home 300 USD per month after deductions.i just got married and my husband is in school with my support because he couldn't get proper support from his family to finish school. He also comes from a humble background.i already feel the heat from when we started taking him to the hospital before it was diagnosed few days ago. I was already strained financially. Please pray for me and for those who found themselves in this situation how did you cope? I feel like I'm about to lose it. This seems more than what I can take seriously😭😭😭. I don't want to imagine how stressed he is right now.this is the hardest of the things I have encountered in my life😭😭😭😭😭😭😭