So my bf and I haven’t tried to have a baby. But I was certain that I was in fact pregnant. Fast forward to date, I was getting multiple faint positives, and at first I would show him and he would say “yeah, I don’t see anything” or when I would discuss with him all my symptoms and how I felt that day he would get so annoyed and sigh with the most absurd tone. Fast forward, to yesterday. I had gotten a faint pink positive and I was so excited, yet nervous.

I called my ob and she transferred me to a clinic near my home. I get my blood drawn and I get the results this morning and it read negative. I did in fact have some hcg in my body (and I know we usually do) but I was still confused, how could this be? Further looking in to everything I believe I had a chemical. I had taken various tests with faint positives every time and everyday they would get slightly darker before the invalid time.

I told my bf how I felt this morning- I was upset, yes. But I was sure I had a chemical pregnancy at 3 weeks. And he began to rage- he told me how I could he so stupid to think I could even be pregnant, all my tests were negative, and even pointing out that I had hcg in my body, but very low, he just kept going about how could I be so absurd to think this was true, he told me things like “I tried to keep you levelheaded about this all, but you kept listening to people on your app”

He’s so upset at the fact that I’m sure I was pregnant, I just miscarried really early. That made him upset. And the things he said to me made me feel like maybe this was supposed to happened. Maybe he isn’t the one. Maybe I’m not supposed to have his baby.

Not to mention, when I got my darken faint positive he insisted I go get my blood drawn and as I’m driving there to the clinic, I get a text reading he needed a bite to eat. (He works out and doesn’t buy fast food much) moral of my digging, I just simply think he isn’t even ready, which makes me think if I was, I would be in a really bad situation for my baby and I…. What do you ladies think?