I’ve started planning my wedding, and while I’m really excited about getting married, I’m starting to feel really embarrassed at the lack of friends I have and how obvious it will be at the wedding.

My fiancé has a large family and big group of friends but, I only have a small family and 3 friends. I’m worried people will question why there’s such a difference. He’s having 4 ushers and I’m having our daughter as a flower girl and then 1 bridesmaid.

My friend was talking about hen dos and how they’re usually for around 20 people and it made me so ashamed as I realised I would probably have 5 people there MAX, and some might not even come and they are all individual friends rather than a group so worried it will be awkward. (I’ve always moved around a lot and just kept 1 or 2 friends).

I’m just starting to really worry that it’s going to be so obvious on the day that barely anyone is there for me.

Not really sure what the point is this post is but I’m just feeling really embarrassed about my lack of social group 😔