Anyone having a hard time finding remote jobs ? I have no family for a sitter to go into work physically & childcare is basically rent itself at the end of the month for a 1 year old plus I’m 22wks pregnant now 😒 this is soo depressing ! I was a contact tracer & case investigator for NYSD of Health but got laid off in June due to them downsizing 😔 it’s been difficult to find a job since ! I’m soo down especially since I’m doing everything on my own with zero help it’s like my life is falling apart & I’m starting to feel like a shixty mom not knowing when I’m eventually going to run out of my savings trying to keep a roof over our head ☹️

I love my babies but I hate being a single mom some of u women are soo lucky, I hate my life !