Just venting somewhat

Yesterday I was snapchatting a dude that caught my interest we met off tinder. I took the leap in asking if he'd want to hang that day unfortunately he was busy but continued to message me. Convo was a bit dry just cause I genuinely think guys dont flow back and forth during convos (from all the convos I've been having on tinder) but anyway the question of why I'm on tinder popped up told him just trying to meet new people he said the same and threw in hook ups.

Now this is where it started going down hill. I told him honestly that I'm down for a hook up and you know this is where he tries turning it into sex talk and eventually asked for pics but I denied sending pics cause fuck that he told me that was lame 🤷🏽‍♀️

But shit I legitly told him im down that night and I guess he would rather see pics instead of having the real deal. In the end I just told him if he was interested in meeting in person to let me know. Which thinking about it now I feel like I made myself seem desperate 🤦🏽‍♀️

But anyways this dude has been on my mind something about him is making me curious and I atleast want to hangout. ( I don't want a relationship let me just make that clear) but at this point I don't even think he'd want to hang.

Tell me why I'm a little butt hurt over that

I mean his loss right but shit he's the only guy that I've come across that I genuinely want to meet in person 😬