Not looking for a lecture, just honest advice.

Celebrating my little sisters wedding this weekend and I did 2 little bumps of cocaine last night (Friday). I never do this or any kind of drugs. Really hating myself right now.

I have a 2 year old and 5 month old who are home with my husbands parents. We are away for the weekend. I’m breastfeeding, so I’m pumping while I’m away.

We go home Sunday night. I’ll pump and dump til then.

Everything I read says that small amount should be out of my breastmilk after 24-48 hours.

Anyone know if this is true? Have any advice?