Nerves getting to me

Shelbie

Two days away from being 17 weeks and I still haven't seen my baby Dam Hurricane ruined everything I was supposed to have a surprise party and a gender reveal to tell everybody but can't do that anymore I'm now stuck in Texas and I still refuse to tell anybody because I haven't seen my baby so I'm afraid that I am freaking crazy and not really pregnant like how does my mind go to that you took a pregnancy test it's positive we start to feel movement at 15 weeks and yet I'm still worried that it's not real im hoping to get an ultrasound in this week I still don't know how I'm going to tell my family all together