I’m exhausted, I want help ☹️

I’m a mama to a 2 year old & a newborn. I wish I had more help with my newborn from my spouse. I pretty much do everything, I put him down for all of his naps & every night at bedtime. I bathe him. I play/talk to him. It’s not my spouses fault though, not entirely but he could make more of an effort. He will only hold our newborn for 2 minutes then give him back to me & go back on his damn phone. 🙄 like wtf is so important on your friggen phone, on it 24/7. Ugh.

I’m assuming due to the lack of interaction between my newborn & my spouse, our newborn prefers me now. Idk lol. I just want more help. Especially since he likes being rocked & My back is literally shit now it gets sore after 5 minutes of rocking. ☹️ My spouse thinks a bottle solves everything. Even shortly after he’s eaten. He’s like “give him 2 more oz” I tell him “no, he just ate. He’s probably tired or needs a changing” gosh. This just makes me wish it was still us & our 2 year old… feel shitty that I feel this way. But i gotta keep reminding myself this will eventually get easier… I hope. Lol