SAHM/working mom

Hi moms, I’m feeling super anxious now that I have my baby. She’s nearly 4 months and I’m realizing how much I love being a mom and want to do nothing else. It breaks my heart to imagine working and only seeing her on the weekends and between 5-8pm. I feel like I was born to be a mom and a wife. I have no interest in having a career. I’d love to stay home and raise my kiddos, possibly homeschool, cook every meal from scratch, take care of my husband and clean my home. Financially it could be possible for us in the future but we’re not sure yet. Are there any moms who have to work but feel the same way I do? Is it as bad as I expect it to be? Do you feel like you’re missing out on your baby’s life or that you’re not present enough? I want nothing more than to nurture my baby and all future babies to come. Please send words of encouragement❤️