I’m scared

I’m 17 and pregnant and I’m so afraid😖 I stay strong infront of people but when I go in my room I cry….. I scream I fucked up i fucked up….. I love my son I never like have hate towards him. I say sorry to him cause I’m such a terrible person for not being more carful😖 it eating me up y’all😭I’m breaking down writing this… I just need to let it out nobody has to feel bad for me I just wanna take a break from being strong that all. I’m so tired🥺