I’m tired of being me, I’m tired of always feeling last picked, unloved, not good enough, like my work isn’t good enough, I’m tired of being overweight because I waited a year to see a doctor when I was gaining like 15 pounds every 3 weeks a few years ago. I’m tired of feeling like a loser. I’m tired of feeling stuck and like my dreams will never come true and I will never reach where I’m trying to go. I’m tired of waking up dreading the day and not feeling happy at my job and feeling like my hard work goes unnoticed. I’m tired of pretending to be ok when all I do is want to scream until I can’t anymore