God’s Plan

After 8 years of trying, failed iui’s , unsuccessful IVF, 3 miscarriages, I have come to terms (I think) with the fact that my plan doesn’t line up with Gods plan. I can safely say that at 44 years old I can close the door to the possibilities of a rainbow baby. I have to trust the process and the reason to why God has this path for me. It’s been months that I haven’t thought about it and it still every month on day 29, period arrives. I guess it’s time to prepare for the next chapter.. perimenopause.