I have a 9 year son and my daughter turns 6 weeks tomorrow. Backstory…. Me and my husband were TTC for 3 years. I have been a SAHM for 4 years. I went back to work for one year and got pregnant that year so I quit. Now that my daughter is here and born I feel like I should not have had a baby. We have no family support (which we knew). My husband is not as helpful as I expected him to be. At first he was he got her on weekend over night so I can sleep. Now it’s just be with her all day 24/7 which is what I expected but I’m sooo over and I feel so guilty that I tried so hard for her and now I want my old life back.

Trying to cook and clean and take care of my house with a newborn is taking a toll on me. I keep telling myself I had a baby so this is what I have to do which makes me want to cry. Idk why. Actually everything makes me want to cry. My husband yesterday made a sarcastic comment about me cooking and im not a sensitive person AT ALL but I couldn’t even hold back my tears. My drs appointment is next week but I really just want someone to tell me this is NOT postpartum. That this is normal. I didn’t feel this way with my son.