I hope I'm not the only one here....

I have PCOS. Back in April I found out I had managed to conceive my first child ever with my new husband. I was so happy!! In my eyes it was the perfect pregnancy and I couldn't be happier!! I was at my happiest!!.. sadly in May I had a missed miscarriage and had to get a D&C. We tried so hard for that baby.... then lost it... since then we've stopped trying (I've stopped stressing over tracking my cycles and all that) but we're not avoiding pregnancy either (no protection needed!)... I still do basic tracking of my cycles; when my periods start and every once in a while in a blue moon I'll temp and do an OPK. We've just eliminated the stress of trying until a full year goes by. Give or take. It hurts. It really does. Every day that goes by I mis my baby more and more. And at the same time I long to see my Rainbow Baby's face more and more...

Anyway, has this ever happened to anyone else here? If so, how long was it until you saw Rainbow Baby??

Or am I the only one here experiencing this???