I won’t test…I won’t test…

Some back story on me: I have been trying for two years for our second child and have gone through two miscarriages back to back a year ago.

I am currently 11dpo and period is due on the 18th. Every single month I tell myself to wait until missed period to test but I always crack from 10-12dpo and get negative tests until period inevitably comes on time. I’m making this post to stay strong that I don’t test until at least September 19th. I’m sick of seeing one line. I’d rather not see any more one line tests and just get my period. Anyone else in the same boat? Baby dust to you all!