Jealousy

So my cousin is having her babyshower this Saturday and mine is next Saturday.. she posted her planning and idk I feel a little jealous her husbands family and hers are all helping pay for it (his parents have money) and it’s been pretty much just me and my mom planning mine and buying things, my in laws of course aren’t helping at all since my husband and his mom got into an argument because of his brother and she’s taking his brothers side since she works for him..

Anyways me and my cousin are both expecting our rainbow and I wanted to go all out for it since his my first baby after 6 years of trying and losing my angel baby at 17wks but I’m really unprepared..

These hormones have me going crazy 🥰😩