Scared and nervous 😩

I don’t know how to think or how to feel I’m so nervous my baby is 5months will be 6 months on the 2nd of October. This will be my 3rd pregnancy 4th c section. Doctor said no more because I have really bad really thick scar tissue. Is there anything I can do to heal scar tissue and get my uterus sting and healthy? I don’t believe in Abortion because I feel it’s murder. And if you don’t have anything nice to say I don’t need y’all negativity Period. Go on to the next post and be negative. God bless 😊😊😊