It was hard at first I was depressed for awhile and now I just want to do it again 🥺 I miscarried may 6 and August 26th. am I wrong? I want another baby sooo bad. My kids keep talking about the baby in my tummy and it hurts my heart 😞 they were so excited. This time I won’t tell anyone till I’m cleared by the doctors I will hide in the house from the rest of my family. My husband has came in me multiple times a bit carelessly and I want it but I get scared and I’m stuck. I keep getting period like cramps and I had a gush of white fluid I thought I finally started bleeding and I’ve just been waiting on it and it hasn’t came and I’m getting a bit nervous… I’ve take a test and I think I got some sort of faint positive and it’s still early to test. I feel ready to try just to start the growth and the proces🥺