germs!! i cant stop overthink it for the past two weeks..


hello guys, before i start my story i hope yall wont judge me. thankyou. i used to be a really unhygienic when i was young. i used to smear my boogers on wall beside my bed. but now i diagnose with ocd. i tried my best to clean and remove all the dried boogers on my wall and sanitize my whole bed and wall. but last two weeks,

i saw something on the wall beside my bed. it looks like a booger so i scrap it off with my nail and because im too sleepy, i accidentally went back to sleep without washing my hands. is the booger still contain germs even after i sanitize it? please help me. i appreciate it sm😭