Needing to vent.... Needing some hope...

Sorry for the long post. I'm 10 dpo today. BFN. I started having mild, dull cramping on 8 dpo. That evening around dinner time I had some sharp stabbing pain in the center of my lower abdomen. It didn't last long at all. Then at bedtime, the cramps got so uncomfortable, I had a hard time going to sleep. 9 dpo still had mild cramping but nothing like the night before. Had some sharp shooting pains in right breast that didn't last long at all. And some pain in my right armpit (I've heard that could be a symptom 🤷‍♀️) very gassy, constipated. (Tmi)

Today 10 dpo, as I said I tested with frer FMU and it was bfn. Later at work, I had one quick sharp pain in the center of my lower abdomen. Then I felt like AF had arrived. So I ran to the bathroom. It's just watery with a tiny bit of white discharge. My nipples started burning at one point for a little while. My boobs NEVER hurt or get tender or anything with ovulation or AF.

So, with these symptoms, I was just so sure that I would see two lines this morning. Has anyone had an absolute BFN at 10 dpo and go on to get their BFP?? I need hope, ladies!!