I don’t know what’s wrong with me



Recently I’ve felt so weird within myself, I’ve not wanted to do anything, I’ve not felt happy, I’ve just felt really numb and sluggish. I work full time 9-5, when I come home from work work I feel absolutely exhausted to the point where I don’t want to do anything at all other than lay in bed. I feel like I get really snappy with my partner for no reason, i feel like anything he says I want to roll my eyes or I just think ugh, I feel like I keep disagreeing with what he says and I feel like I always want to be right. I feel like I’m in a pit of myself and I cannot get out, I’m sick of myself, I feel like I’m making myself this way, an this is making me unhappy but I don’t know how to stop. I don’t know how to make it better. I can’t even properly explain this, I’m writing this and I don’t know if this even makes sense… I am just so confused. I used to love doing things with him, but now I don’t like do I don’t know why I get this horrible anxiety but when I’m with one of my friends I feel confident? I do not know it’s just so weird, I love him so much, I don’t want to be treating him this way, I feel like I don’t even enjoy sexy anymore… I just know it’s not him, it’s me