Waiting for my rainbow

Scared it’s going to take forever to get pregnant again. Started TTC in January 2020 and had my first pregnancy in August 2020 that ended in a miscarriage. Had my second pregnancy in May 2021 which ended in an ectopic and had to have surgery and the methotrexate injections. Got the go ahead to start trying again this past month and I’m just nervous. I don’t want it to take 9 months again to get pregnant and I’m more terrified that it will end again. Please send me positive vibes and baby dust that I will finally get my rainbow baby.