Smoking or eating edibles

My husband and I have been together for 7 years. Before we got together he would smoke weed, something he loved to do and would still do it to this day if he could.

Well he can’t do it because of his job.. unless it becomes approved federally he isn’t smoking.

My job is not as strict and I want to eat edibles to help sleep at night. I have brought it up a few times and he says it will make him depressed if I do it without him.

I’m tired of constantly being awake and struggling at work because I’m tired. I’ve tried melatonin, zzzquil, no phone hours before bed, I’ve tried stretching, taking walks, hot showers, lavender, etc nothing works for me. I don’t know what to do anymore… 😭