Was hopeful (tmi)

Elizabeth

So, had rusty brown ewcm, lots of it, a couple days ago at I believe 7/8dpo (Monday). Was hoping it was implantation bleeding. Yesterday lots of creamy cm. But today (4days away from af) and having lots of stomach issues, nauseated with diarrhea. So now I am thinking I may be about to get af and not a bfp ugh. I am usually struggling to go up until af arrives, so this is early but I am just losing hope. Really wanted my rainbow.