Dear baby,

Gwendolyn

You were my wildest dream come true. I have never experienced the amount of joy I felt when I saw that little pink line. I so desperately wanted you. I don’t understand why you weren’t allowed to be part of this world. My heart is broken. I feel like there is a hole inside of me that won’t ever be filled. My day to day is the same and yet I never will be. Please know that you are so loved! Thank you for making me a Mama! You may have never been born but your little life meant the world to me. You mattered 💔