Guys, anyone else feel this way?

Like I think back to my retrieval and it feels like YEARS ago. I’m serious. I feel like I’m thinking about memories of a much younger, ambitious and joyful version of myself. And it was literally in November of 2020.. It feels surreal.. and I’m not being negative, it just factually feels like that’s how it is. Like I hardly remember the girl who even had to drive to go through something like that with such enthusiasm. Like how you hardly remember yourself in high school or whatever (depending on your age I guess, I’m 30)

Anyway I feel like I’m 50 hah which I’m excited to live and grow old and be 50 one day but this just feels crazy.

Starting to wonder if I should book some therapy 😅