4 months PP

maddison • 👩‍👧🤰🏻

I had my first baby 4 months ago and I gained almost 100lbs during my pregnancy. I have only lost about 30lbs since giving birth. I’m in love with myself now, I was so underweight and could never keep any weight on I struggled to find anything about myself I liked on the outside. Now I know I’m a BAD BITCH an amazing mom an amazing fiancé I’m pushing I look good I’m doing my best. My head isn’t always in the right spot and it’s hard being a mommy but damn it I’m trying my hardest. I even feel prettier in my face I actually love my face now it feels so good ! can I be allowed to love myself too being a new mom without being looked down at ??! * Pic of my sweet princess that made me a mommy 😍

Also strongly encouraging every mommy to love their self no matter their size because I’m truly becoming a better person by realizing that life isn’t all about looks and constantly being less than others, you need to be happy to live good and feel right and be a GOOD MAMA. I had severe ppd and ppa still do but it’s getting a lot better. P.s I have TONS of stretch marks all over my body and places are more saggy now but it’s all worth it. Look at those precious little beings we have created. It’s ALL worth it always. 💕

The home my angel formed in 🤩