TTC again

Hi ladies,

I have recently gone through the most horrific thing any pregnant woman can go through.. I started bleeding on my birthday (15th September) and I had 2 scans between then and Friday that showed baby perfectly healthy good strong heartbeat and high up in my uterus… anyhow bleeding lasted for 11 days until Friday when I had another scan there was no heartbeat 😔 the following day (yesterday) I miscarried.. I’m so terrified by my experience as so many doctors told me “bleeding in pregnancy is normal” and the worst happened. I have no faith in anything anymore.. I’m terrified if I try again the same might happen or I might bleed and it all turn out ok as I know bleeding CAN be normal. I guess what I’m trying to say is.. has anyone been in this position where they desperately want a baby more than anything but are terrified to try again.. and if so when did you find was the right time to start trying again?