Lost…

So March of 2021 I had a emergency c section for my child which later passed away 2 days later. I healed very fast internally being as i was 22 at that time. Taking birth control failed and I got pregnant July of 2021 and this baby again is due March 2022. I’m with a high risk specialist and they informed me although they will schedule me for a c section they would prefer if I push, im young this is my second child and im monitored like crazy. I hear all different things about waiting 18 months etc and im scared, pushing or not to push, should I just trust my doctors and believe that my body is capable to push this one out.