I know i'm not out until AF shows, but i just need to rant.

This just getting harder and harder and i think Im gonna give up.

I mean i will enjoy with my man and if it happens, then okay.

I put everithing on pause because of this, i even don't drink glass of wine during the weekends, im slow on my job, because I always thinking about that i can put baby on a risk if i press harder(im in a retail, visual merch).

I have a daughter, she is almost 4, and i should be happiest on earth because of her, but insted i feel gulty and ungrateful bc i want another baby so bad.

Thanks for your support ladies, it means a lot💖💖💖