I have been trying to get pregnant for over two years now and after the last 6 months of being so depressed and giving up on the thought of sex, can’t be around my baby nephew, my neighbour has a newborn and hearing him cry makes me so sad.

But my husband and I gave it a good go this month with third round of Eltroxin. I mean like sex other day for the month (sorry TMI) and i tried this new thing where you believe you are already pregnant because the doubt is you telling your body you don’t want it. What have I got to lose. Anyway, I was 4 days late which is very unusual for me. No cramps, no spotting, CM is creamy and cervix is high and soft. But low and behold my body is denying me the one thing I want more than anything else. I started spotting and I just can’t deal! I’ve had all the tests and they say it all normal and my husbands is normal. So why? Why can’t I get pregnant? What is wrong with me? How do I stay positive? Please ladies if you have any advice on how you stay strong..