Just hit with a wave of sadness

So next month it’ll be a year since I lost one of the most important people in my life, my Nan!

I’ve recently decided TTC for my 1st, I’ve been really excited about the process & becoming a mum. But I’m lying in bed & it hits me that she’s never going to meet my future children. I’m now here sobbing my heart out cause she would have loved them sooo much!

This feeling of loss has just hit me like a ton of bricks! 😢