Had my first Fet beginning of Aug and had my BFP. So excited but cautious. Waited for the first ultrasound and there she was, at 7w3d. I let myself get excited. A day before what was supposed to be 10 wks, i knew something was wrong and when a gush of blood happened, we rushed to the drs to get the awful news. She had stopped growing pretty much at the first ultrasound.

Its now been a week from that day and im still so sad. I was so excited. But i also feel guilty. We spoke with the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> dr and learned that we can start the next try as soon as Nov. Thats basically a month and a half after we are talking about. While dr says physically we are good to go, he said it would depend on emotionally if we are.

Thus the guilt. I am grieving, and need to grieve. But we want a child so bad, that also hurts. I also believe if I wait too long, I wont want to try again any time soon, and im not getting younger. Is it too soon? Is there an appropriate amount of time to wait?