Postpartum depression and anxiety

Is anyone else feeling this way? My son is 9 days old and I just feel horrible 😭 I have a toddler and I find it just so hard.

I cry all the time and I keep thinking how am I going to do this! I spoke to my psychiatrist yesterday but I just feel worse for some reason.

When does it get easier...??? I just feel like I can’t manage both kids at once