Hi everyone

So this is very heavy on my heart and even more hard to try and talk it out on how I feel about this. 🥺😭💔

Yes.. Men go and look at porn but do they chat online with girls / women?? That is cheating I say.

I am really turned off and haven't had an intimate moment with him for about 2 weeks now because it makes me feel disgusting!!!

He k ows exactly how I feel about my body but yet he lies and does just whatever he wants to!!

Does he think of her / them while we have a moment??

Am I not good enough and he just wants to get laid??

He says to me his not doing those things anymore as his trying to be a better man towards me as he wants this relationship to work but wow!!!! His still carrying on.

I've been told not to go onto his phone by him and others because it's private. I say, if you don't have anything to hide why go so crazy on me and be so bad towards me because of going onto his phone.

I have never done anything like this towards him but his doing it to me.

You get decent men out there and to those who have them KEEP THEM because those men are the ones to make an amazing life with.

I guess there are some people who just don't deserve the happiness and communication or honesty in life about love. I feel this way and it makes me feel so crappy 🥺😭💔

I think I'm going to tell him I saw it and I'm packing my things and leaving because this is not a life I need or want.

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