i’ve made this girl cry

ok so i’m a guy and i’m on here bc i need some girl advice. so there’s this girl and she’s very innocent so we tried to have sex twice and she was so tight that i couldn’t even get my dick i’m so i was kinda mad at raised my voice at her before i left.

and she is friends with my friends so we woild still hang out, and i hate to admit this but i’ve been such a dick to her still

and then she bought a sex toy that was bigger than my dick and she is ready for sex

so i asked her if we can hook up and she said yes

i think this girl might have feelings for me

and then when i saw her, she looked so hot! she’s naturally a redhead but she dyed her hair blonde, probably bc i told her i have a thing for blondes

and then she’s so tan now

idk she’s just extremely hot now and she’s been working out so her butt is a lot bigger now and that’s my weakness

and then we were in the hot tub bc we were going to hang out for a bit before we have sex. so she sat in my lap and hugged me right and then all the sudden i hear her crying. i was so confused why

and then she was saying that the only reason why i’m being nice to her now is bc i know she is able to have sex now and that i just want her body. and she knows that she shouldn’t want to hook up with me but she doesn’t want to hook up with anyone else. and she doesn’t know why i’ve been so mean to her

and i feel so bad, i just held her while she just cried and then she told me she made me brownies and guys i feel so bad

i have no idea what to do now

i still want sex with her