blood after wiping butt

a few days ago i went #2 and had to wipe a LOT before the toilet paper was white. towards the end of that uncomfortable process, i started seeing blood and my asshole was literally starting to feel raw if that makes sense? Like basically, I wiped til it was raw. I then just used baby wipes to take care of the rest and to also get some type of relief for my sore butt LOL.

so now it’s 4am and I’m laying in bed with my butt still sore and sensitive from that ONE POOP and it just hit me that I could very well get an infection since you know…. poop was near a tear in my asshole? idk where I’m going with this. i guess I just need reassurance that it’s not the case and I’ll be okay 😭 I’m way too embarrassed to see a doctor about this, but I will if I have any symptoms of an infection.

also no, this doesn’t happen often and I don’t have hemorrhoids. i literally just wiped my asshole raw LMFAOOOOO