Where to begin, July found out I was pregnant and went for our first scan to find I had lost it before we knew, found out I was pregnant again 3 weeks ago, to bleed and lost that one never had a scan and my blood levels had gone to 2, done a test today. To make sure it's neg, but with all the heartache and crying I can't trust myself or test anymore with all the pain and 2 loses in 3 months. To see just one line is leaving me empty, my husband isn't showing the heart break. But I know it is upsetting for him. This was supposed to be our last one as it wasn't planned and I was on BC.