Lately I’ve been so exhausted that I can’t even remember what I’m doing minute by minute. Not like I’m over worked or anything. I literally just feel like I could sleep….it’s hard to wake up in the morning and get ready for the day because my eyes just feel so incredibly tired. But noon I’m already feeling like I can just sleep for days…I work fulltime Monday-Friday 8-5, I was working Saturday and Sunday as well but I’ve been. So exhausted that I have done that in weeks. My daughter is almost 6 and a very easy and well behaved child. It’s truly that I’m not overwhelmed (at least I don’t think) but that aim just sleepy…).

I finally expressed this to my SO who I’ve been with for 15 years and he didn’t seem to care at all. He keeps me up almost nightly. I’ll fall asleep around 10-11pm because he’s watching TikTok or even is on really loud. Then he’ll turn it all off and less then 3@ minutes into me falling into a deep sleep he gets up to get food in the kitchen and then turns the tv back on. starts singing or talking. And just had zero respect that I’m laying there finally asleep for the night. So tonight I remind him how I just really need a good nights sleep and he yells at me and says that I’m so negative and rude etc. so here I am so tired but now so upset at the same time that My feelings or needs are just completely meaningless… I just needed to vent honestly because I’m sitting here crying and feeling terrible while he sits there acting like I’m stupid and the tc is on and he’s just on his phone ignoring me completely