I really feel like a bad mom to my babygirl. The more I think about our future the more I just wanna cry. Her dad isn’t in our lives. I have a very small family it’s just my mom, dad, brother, and I. I’m the youngest ofc. It worries me how she’s not gonna have anyone else in her life besides me for awhile. Both my parents are getting older and my brother he’s a difficult person (long story). There’s so much worry in me for my daughter. Ik she’s only 5 months but she deserves so much better. My mom is wanting to depend on me financially so she can stop working completely (she’s 43 btw) and be a full time grandma. However she always complains about her body hurting and how she can’t be the only one caring for my daughter. We’ve never been set financially, we always barely make it. Our living situation isn’t the best but we do have a roof over our heads. I’ve always known I’m the one that has to get us out of the hole that my parents put us in. I really don’t have a lot of family near us. And majority of my other family we aren’t close to them. I just worry about my daughter not having anymore family. I worry about our financial problems and living situation. I’m just so stressed out and I don’t think my mom understands where my head is at. I’m sorry I just needed to rant