I can’t seem to ever give my hubby space or leave him for a while**UPDATE

Update: I decided to go and take your guys advice. Husband was really sweet to me and encouraged it even more and made it a lot easier. I was able to get Ativan from my doctor if I do have severe anxiety. Thank you everyone for encouraging me to go. I hope this goes okay.

I noticed I can’t do anything without him. I think it’s unhealthy and starting to take a toll.

My brother wants me to come to his senior night for marching band-issue is, he lives 2 hours away.

I am able to go (no other plans) and my grandparents are going and even offered to pick me up and I can go with them.

My husband simply doesn’t wanna go. He works hard hours/days and he said after a 10 hour day at work he doesn’t wanna drive 2 hours and go to a football game. He also says loud and crowded events aren’t his thing.

So now I’m like stuck I guess? I have a full opportunity to go but I can’t seem to leave my husband behind. I’m finding myself telling my family petty reasons why I can’t go but real reason is my husband doesn’t want to and I have too much anxiety leaving him at home while I’m 2 hours away.

He encouraged me to go if I want. He says it’s probably important that I go seeing it’s my brothers senior year and his last game ever. My brother called me personally asking if I can please come.

Apart of me gets mad, it’s not my fault my parents moved 2 hours away. They’re basically guilting me into going. “Your brother would do the same for you” yeah but he had no other choice and no strings attached. My parents would tell him to get in the car and he would.

Idk what should I do about this? I feel like I need help. When I’m away from him-I feel sick to my stomach. I can’t eat anything and sure as hell can’t sleep: I call him every couple hours, ask for photos etc.. it’s like my body physically and mentally can’t handle it. Husband expressed to me he wishes we could do things seperate without it being a big deal. I wish we could too…