Wish I would just start already

Letha

I am a week and a half late. I've taken 5 or 6 tests and come.bacl negative. I have the light cramping like I'm about to start. My nipples hurt, even just to wear a bra. And im always tired.

I'm so frustrated and discouraged. We have been trying for 2 years and I feel like this is the end. I turned 40 in September and I guess my body is just like "yep you are done with everything now"

My doctor just said to "wait it out" is it even possible to be pregnant and still get so many negative home tests?

Not sure why I'm posting on here. I don't ever get responses. Oh well. I just need someone to talk to who understands and I don't have that.