Tired and Heartbroken😓💔

Never in a million years would I think I couldn't ever give my child a sibling. This is the worst feeling ever when he's literally nearly in tears asking when he'll be a big brother. And after he said he's gonna dream about a brother or sister and wish for one. I feel like I'm failing him so much I'm heartbroken💔😢😟 Me and my stupid under weight I literally hate myself and my body!

Both my miscarriages were over a year apart. I just can't go through that again. Having to wait over a year to get pregnant😭 just to maybe lose it anyway💔

Trying to gain weight is so hard!😞