I was diagnosed with body dysmorphia when I was like 20.

I lost a lot of weight 110lbs.

Had my first son, gained 70.

Since having him in the last two years, gained 60 more.

I am now 26 weeks pregnant and the heaviest I’ve ever been.

I hate going out bc I feel disgusting and I feel like people can’t know I’m pregnant or just big.

I also hate trying to find something to wear I feel good in.

I also hate how my mind plays tricks on me, where my face looks huge one day, and “normal” or tolerable other days.

I’ve been drinking lots of water

Making healthier food choices

But I’m hungry often.

I also do 45 min of cardio at night at the gym.

But clearly I’m not loosing weight.

I’m trying to avoid not gaining anymore.

Anyone else feel these things? ☹️