After a long series of fights and situations, I realized I didn't love my boyfriend anymore or find him attractive. I had mentally checked out 6 months before. I thought this state of our relationship would lead to someone cheating in the future if we are not happy. So I broke up with him. Its been a few months now but I don't find anyone else attractive enough or like them enough to start dating again. I am wondering if I didn't throw away something good in order to search for something great which doesn't exist. ☹️